For Whom the Bell Tolls

I'm sitting here thinking about all the craziness in the universe, as usual,  and I think I have found a solution to getting myself pissed off, thrashed out, and just plain stoked about life. Fucking Metallica! They have this energy about them that drives you in the best way. There is a reason they are the kings of thrash metal and I feel like I could get used to listening to them for a long time. Its funny how you can find something so uplifting like realizing just what you want in music from being so pissed that you just want to headbang and thrash around. Metallica let me know the next time you are in the Pacific Northwest cause I would love to come watch you guys blow my mind all over again.

I'm Breaking the Rules, and I'm Taking Control.

Hi Blog it's been a while. I know that I haven't been the most faithful but I have been busy. I've come to a couple of conclusions in the past few weeks and I just need to put them down on paper/internet. I have come to discover what may be a secret plot to control my life and I have to say I'm not thrilled about it. I am the only person who can make my decisions and no amount of pushing is going to change that. I'm in college now, and adult now. And as I wrote in my recent song "Give Me the Right" "I'm breaking the rules and I'm taking control, and I demand that you give me the right." Now that song was about rock n roll but it still stands up to what I am trying to prove. I don't what anyone to manipulate me, control me, run my life. I am done with guilt trips, and lies. I have a life to live and I can't please everyone, but I have to please myself. I am owed that much. So I'm taking control of my life and finally going to accomplish things that I want to. And no one can stop me.